Happy 2010 Everyone~ =)

It's finally 2010!!
I don't feel much different!!!!
Why ah? o.O?
Is it because I'm still stop in the year 2009 or
is it because I don't want 2010 and college
to start so soon!!!!! =(

I know I know......in the end I still have to go back to college!!!
In the end I still have to face my life!!!!!!!
How I wish my holiday was longer!!
Actually is a very long holiday but is just that I myself feel that
my holidays is short!!!!!!

I really miss my college friends very much but I don't feel like going back to college!!!
Why?!
Ish!! Staying at home with nothing to do is bored....going back
to college to study is kinda boring and torturing too but
Ping they all say it will be fun!!! =D
So I guess I'll just have to see when College reopen!!!! =)

Anyway........Happy New Year!!!!!!! =D
Time really flies man!!
So fast is already the next year!!! Year 2010!!!!!!!!
And I'm turning 19 this year!!!!!!! =O

Well.....I guess life still have to go on!!!
Rachel Hwaiting!!!!!!
You can go through this sem because u survive NS and the 1st sem!!!!! =D
Don't worry....God is with u!! =)
Hwaiting!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Hahaha!! Ok....what I did on the 31st December 2009!!
I went to Ikano to countdown instead of going to church for watch night service!!
Seriously.....countdown was not as fun as I thought it would be!!
I thought it would be quite fun, high and all!
But it was NOT!!! It was almost the same as Watch Night Service!
One word!!!! BORING!!!!!! =.=
Fine......it was ok! But most of the time we all felt bored!! =/
I'll have to see if this year I will go countdown again or not.
Maybe I should just go to church!!
I think is better for me to go to church this year
and then next year I'll go countdown again!! =D
Good Idea right?!! =)
I don't want to let my mom scold for going out to countdown every year!!!!

You Know......on the day of counting down......
I wasn't happy at all!!!
Because I wish someone was there by my side!
Seeing my friends with their boyfriend/girlfriend make me feel very uncomfortable
and sad as well!! =(

My mine keep thinking of him........
At that time when I see my friend hugging her girlfriend,
Others couple hugging each other/lovey dovey and all!!
I felt very jealous!!
How I wish the guy I like was mine!!!!! =(

When I saw so many couple so loving...I beh tahan!!
I wish I have a bf too!!!!!!! T.T
So that day was not as happy as I thought it would be!!

Argh!!!!!! So fan!!!!!!
I really feel like shouting: I LOVE YOU XXX XXXXX XXX!!!!!!!
Sadly....he is not mine!! =/

Love/crushing on him really makes me very confuse and restless!!
Sometimes I really wish this feeling will go away!!
I wish I can give up on him..........but I can't...... =(

I don't know what to do already!!
Is just so fan!!!! =(
Sigh......I want to erase u out of my memory but I just keep thinking of u!

I wish that this year will be a better year!! Wish we all....my ji mui!
Can find someone who love them this year!! =)
I wish I find someone that will love me for who I am as well!!!! >.<

Happy New Year guys!!
God Bless!!! All the best in everything you do this year!
Stay healthy and happy~ =)