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Monday, January 25, 2010

Jaejoong oppa Happy Birthday!!!!!!! =D


Is a few more minutes until January 26!!!!!!! =D
Why this date so important ma? o.O?

Is Jaejoong's oppa birthday!!!!!! =D

Happy Birthday Oppa!!!!!!!!
Saengil Chukka Hamnida~ =)
Love u oppa!!! ♥
Love u and TVXQ forever &
ever~ ♥




PS: I pray that u guys will be 5 again and work together as 5 again too!! >.<>You will be my Hero Forever~
Happy Birthday Jaejoongie!!!! Love u!! =)

Sunday, January 24, 2010

唉...... =(

好烦!!
我这样暗恋你...这样喜欢着你.....弄到我好烦! 好烦!!
这样暗恋着你让我好辛苦....... =(

我好想放弃.......
可是我做不到. 因为我真的好喜欢好喜欢你!!!!!!!

我知道也感受的到你只是把我当成朋友对吧?
这样的我或许很傻,可是我不会也不想放弃!!
我会一直等你等到你有女友为止或是等到你对我说你不喜欢我为止......




Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Tough Year 2010!!!!!!!!! =(

Wah!! What a tough day!!!!!
Tough Year! Tough Sem!
Tough tough tough!!!!!!!! =(
Everything so tough!!!!!!!!!
Why like that? ='(

I seriously think that this year is not my year!!! T.T
='(
Bad things keep happening to me!!!!!!
I had a tough time doing service today!!!!
Then I lost my file!!!!!
My important things inside leh!!!!
My police report and my medical card ah!!!!

That day lost my wallet and now!! Today this?
God what are u trying to tell me?
Why bad things keep happening to me?
I'm so sick of my life like this!
But I know.......our life or my life cannot always be so sweet and senang!!!

So I won't give up on hope!!!
I'll do my best in Service!!!!!! =)
Hwaiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope and pray that someone had mistakenly taken my file or something!!
Hope I can find it back!!!!!
Hwaiting!!!!!!!!!! >.<

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Argh!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!! =D

FINALLY!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!
Lol.......finally what?
FINALLY I CAN WASH MY HAIR!!!!!!!!! =D

You asking me why I can't wash my hair?
FIY.......I didn't wash my hair for 3 days! 4 days!! Ya!!
I didn't wash my hair for so many days because I went and did rebonding!!!

What I can say it's TORTURE!!!!!!!!
My hair was so oily and uncomfortable man!!
I can't stand it!!
But Thank goodness I can wash my hair now!!
I really beh tahan adi!! =(
I wash my hair straight away after I woke up Today!!
It is SO MUCH BETTER NOW!!!!!! =)

Thank God that is not 1 week I can't wash my hair! =O
I will die if I can't wash my hair!!!!!!
Anyway.......my hair smells good now!! Hahahaha!!
It is not oily and sticky and uncomfortable anymore!!!! Yay!! =D
Is so fluffy and straight!!! =D
Finally no more bad hair day after I straighten my hair!! Yay!!!!! X)

Lol.......fine!!!! I'll stop talking about my hair!!
Let's talk about something else!!! =)
Hmm......well......I'm very Thankful!

Thankful to God that in year 2009:


1) I SURVIVE NS!!!!!! =D
2) I survive RBS and I LOVE it very much!!!!

Thank God I knew so many good friends from RBS too!!

3)I'm happy that Jocelyn, someone I know are in the same course as me!
I'm glad that I met good friends in college too^^
4) Thank God that I pass my 1st sem/final exam!!! =)
5) I'm glad that I love my course!! =)
6)I'm glad that I got to straighten my hair!!
7) I'm Thankful that me and Ping, Poh Yee, Yuen, Deidre, Moi Moi are still good friends!! ♥
8) Thankful that I have parents that love me so much!!
9) Thankful that I can go countdown this year and mom didn't say a word/scold me for coming back so late! =)
10) Thankful thatI have Ping they all as my senior in college! Whatever I don't know I can ask them!! =)

I'm thankful for lots more of things!
I'm Thankful that I'm still alive and well.
I'm Thankful that I live in Malaysia and
not those disastrous countries and poor countries!
I'm Thankful that You are My Lord, dear God!! =)
Thank You Lord for everything!!! ♥
I love You!!!!!! ♥

Happy 2010 Everyone~ =)

It's finally 2010!!
I don't feel much different!!!!
Why ah? o.O?
Is it because I'm still stop in the year 2009 or
is it because I don't want 2010 and college
to start so soon!!!!! =(

I know I know......in the end I still have to go back to college!!!
In the end I still have to face my life!!!!!!!
How I wish my holiday was longer!!
Actually is a very long holiday but is just that I myself feel that
my holidays is short!!!!!!

I really miss my college friends very much but I don't feel like going back to college!!!
Why?!
Ish!! Staying at home with nothing to do is bored....going back
to college to study is kinda boring and torturing too but
Ping they all say it will be fun!!! =D
So I guess I'll just have to see when College reopen!!!! =)

Anyway........Happy New Year!!!!!!! =D
Time really flies man!!
So fast is already the next year!!! Year 2010!!!!!!!!
And I'm turning 19 this year!!!!!!! =O

Well.....I guess life still have to go on!!!
Rachel Hwaiting!!!!!!
You can go through this sem because u survive NS and the 1st sem!!!!! =D
Don't worry....God is with u!! =)
Hwaiting!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Hahaha!! Ok....what I did on the 31st December 2009!!
I went to Ikano to countdown instead of going to church for watch night service!!
Seriously.....countdown was not as fun as I thought it would be!!
I thought it would be quite fun, high and all!
But it was NOT!!! It was almost the same as Watch Night Service!
One word!!!! BORING!!!!!! =.=
Fine......it was ok! But most of the time we all felt bored!! =/
I'll have to see if this year I will go countdown again or not.
Maybe I should just go to church!!
I think is better for me to go to church this year
and then next year I'll go countdown again!! =D
Good Idea right?!! =)
I don't want to let my mom scold for going out to countdown every year!!!!

You Know......on the day of counting down......
I wasn't happy at all!!!
Because I wish someone was there by my side!
Seeing my friends with their boyfriend/girlfriend make me feel very uncomfortable
and sad as well!! =(

My mine keep thinking of him........
At that time when I see my friend hugging her girlfriend,
Others couple hugging each other/lovey dovey and all!!
I felt very jealous!!
How I wish the guy I like was mine!!!!! =(

When I saw so many couple so loving...I beh tahan!!
I wish I have a bf too!!!!!!! T.T
So that day was not as happy as I thought it would be!!

Argh!!!!!! So fan!!!!!!
I really feel like shouting: I LOVE YOU XXX XXXXX XXX!!!!!!!
Sadly....he is not mine!! =/

Love/crushing on him really makes me very confuse and restless!!
Sometimes I really wish this feeling will go away!!
I wish I can give up on him..........but I can't...... =(

I don't know what to do already!!
Is just so fan!!!! =(
Sigh......I want to erase u out of my memory but I just keep thinking of u!

I wish that this year will be a better year!! Wish we all....my ji mui!
Can find someone who love them this year!! =)
I wish I find someone that will love me for who I am as well!!!! >.<

Happy New Year guys!!
God Bless!!! All the best in everything you do this year!
Stay healthy and happy~ =)