好烦喔!!! >.<

唉.......好烦喔!!! =(
真的真的很烦!!!!
虽然都跟他说清楚了....可是还是很烦.
他好像在怪我说我是那个把事情搞成这个地步的那个人!
你以为我想的吗? 是谁把朋友想成其他东西了? 都是我的错吗?
你也有错好不好?!!!!! 是你把朋友想成其他东西了吧!!! 对! 我诚任我也有错!
是我太冲动了. 是我太急着想要个男朋友了! 可是你可以不要把事情完全怪在我身上吧?! Sampat!!!!!
你以为只有你难过吗?! 看到你因为我这样我也很难过好不好!!!!!
你还说我让你想起你的ex....还说难过到要哭了!
听到这些话让我觉得好自责. 好像都是我的错....是我伤害了你.
我现在唯一能做的就是跟你说对不起! 如果真的弄到你误会了,伤了你心的话.....抱歉!


We were very good friends at 1st....See what happen to us now?! =(
I'm really really sorry!!!! If I really hurt u or let u misunderstand....
I really hope we still can become friends after this and also forget about this and just move on!
Move on and think that nothing had happen before!! And become friends again....... =(

Sigh...maybe being single at the moment is the best for me.....
So...ya!! I don't want to brake another person heart!!!
I seriously don't know that he will misunderstand me. I seriously don't know it will end up like this too!! Maybe I just wanted a bf too desperately and maybe I'm just rushing too fast into having a bf!
Sorry!!!! =(
Man!! I feel so guilty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Emo emoing!!!!!!!!! Thanks a lot man!!!!! =.=|||


Well......Thank You for caring my friends!
I appreciate the chatting and comforting! =)
I love u guys!!! ♥ *Hug*
In fact......I felt much better after sharing my sadness/emoness with my friends and also releasing and expressing my feeling in my blog!!! =)
Thank God!!!! =D

PS : Dear God....I really pray that he will get over this and that we can become friends again! I don't want to face him with awkward situation again and hope that when I see him on Monday....everything will be fine again~
Pray that Sunday's RBS reunion will go smoothly, transport will be no problem and all.....
Hope we all will have a great time on Sunday =)

Lastly....Pray that I won't feel sad anymore and put all the blame on myself because of this problem and also let me focus on my study first and think of getting into a relationship later!
I should wait for Your plan of my Mr. Right to come Lord! You know the timing and You will provide! So don't let me worry so much on this and focus on studying first! Amen!!! V*^_^*V