好烦喔!!! >.<

唉.......好烦喔!!! =(
真的真的很烦!!!!
虽然都跟他说清楚了....可是还是很烦.
他好像在怪我说我是那个把事情搞成这个地步的那个人!
你以为我想的吗? 是谁把朋友想成其他东西了? 都是我的错吗?
你也有错好不好?!!!!! 是你把朋友想成其他东西了吧!!! 对! 我诚任我也有错!
是我太冲动了. 是我太急着想要个男朋友了! 可是你可以不要把事情完全怪在我身上吧?! Sampat!!!!!
你以为只有你难过吗?! 看到你因为我这样我也很难过好不好!!!!!
你还说我让你想起你的ex....还说难过到要哭了!
听到这些话让我觉得好自责. 好像都是我的错....是我伤害了你.
我现在唯一能做的就是跟你说对不起! 如果真的弄到你误会了,伤了你心的话.....抱歉!


We were very good friends at 1st....See what happen to us now?! =(
I'm really really sorry!!!! If I really hurt u or let u misunderstand....
I really hope we still can become friends after this and also forget about this and just move on!
Move on and think that nothing had happen before!! And become friends again....... =(

Sigh...maybe being single at the moment is the best for me.....
So...ya!! I don't want to brake another person heart!!!
I seriously don't know that he will misunderstand me. I seriously don't know it will end up like this too!! Maybe I just wanted a bf too desperately and maybe I'm just rushing too fast into having a bf!
Sorry!!!! =(
Man!! I feel so guilty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Emo emoing!!!!!!!!! Thanks a lot man!!!!! =.=|||


Well......Thank You for caring my friends!
I appreciate the chatting and comforting! =)
I love u guys!!! ♥ *Hug*
In fact......I felt much better after sharing my sadness/emoness with my friends and also releasing and expressing my feeling in my blog!!! =)
Thank God!!!! =D

PS : Dear God....I really pray that he will get over this and that we can become friends again! I don't want to face him with awkward situation again and hope that when I see him on Monday....everything will be fine again~
Pray that Sunday's RBS reunion will go smoothly, transport will be no problem and all.....
Hope we all will have a great time on Sunday =)

Lastly....Pray that I won't feel sad anymore and put all the blame on myself because of this problem and also let me focus on my study first and think of getting into a relationship later!
I should wait for Your plan of my Mr. Right to come Lord! You know the timing and You will provide! So don't let me worry so much on this and focus on studying first! Amen!!! V*^_^*V

24/7/2009! Happy Day~ =)

Lol! Yuen's Birthday Nai Chai~
Is free de oh^^
Haha!! Elvin and Cheau Wei
in the background!! XD

Hahaha!! What an enjoyable day for me and the others!! =)
I really enjoy the bounding we had on Friday! =D
Well........after college....me and my BFFs went to celebrate Cheow Yuen's birthday!
Eventually....we went karaoke~ Wee~
It was fun!!! It was a total blast! (Though I didn't get to sing much on that day =/)
Haha!! How I wish I took picture on that day........ =(
Too bad!! Too bad I can't show u guys how much fun we all had on Friday!
We.... actually is Yuen, Wei and Ping went crazy and hyper that day! Eventually! They are always like that!
So I'm totally use to the situation and it was really very fun and funny in the same time!! lol XD


So...after karaoke.....we went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng to have a drink! =)
Lol! It was Yuen's birthday that day. So she got a big bucket?! of Tea for free! lol =D
Haha!! We all force her to drink finish the whole thing!
But.....at the end....we didn't!
We are not that evil la! Right Yuen?! Lol xD
We all share the drink together!! =)
Then after that...we walk and walk then we stop to take sticker photos again!!!
Aww~ I just love taking sticker photo with them!!
I really Thank God that we are such good friends and also letting all of us to have the chance to meet each other!! =)
After taking the photos....we went to A&W!
As usual....sit down and have a drink again~ lol


I was so sleepy and tired when we settle down in A&W for a drink!!
It was really tiring because I wake up at 7 something in the morning and then right after college..........about 12 like that. We straight away go to OU!!
U say tired or not?! Hahaha!! X)
So.....we went back after the drink loh!!
Though it was a tiring day.....I'm sure me and the others, especially Yuen had a lot of fun! I'm really sure it was an memorable birthday for Yuen too!! =)
Happy Birthday Yuen!!
Muack!!! ♥
Love u and BFF forever and ever!!
I will not forget this cute, funny, silly, crazy, hyper friend of mine!! lol =)

Happy Birthday Yuen Yuen!!
We love u ok?!
I love u!! Lol xD
Muack!!
Jie mei forever~ =)
Don't u ever forget me and I won't forget u too!!! V*^_^*V

Rooster In The House~!!!

Hehehe.... This few days I've been very busy doing my lecturer, Mr. George's English homework!
Stupid loh!!!He go give us so many homework to do!
Some more don't teach us how to do it!!!! =.=|||

But Thank God!! I finally finish yesterday's homework!! Especially my essay on leadership!!
Felt more relieve after I had finish doing it!!! =)
Sadly...he gave us another homework to do today!!!! Haiz!!!! T.T
He really very stupid loh! Don't teach us and just go call us to do the homework like that!!!


Haiz......let's just stop talking about this! Let's say something happier!!! =)
Well.....looking at the bright side....he didn't give us so much homework today!!! =)
Plus... Today I saw Ping Ping in college again!
Lol! Her class just ended when I saw her!
Haha!! The funny thing is that she was stun when I appear next to her!
Lol! I think she was very suprise and wondering who is it when I suddenly appear next to her to say hi!! Haha!! xD
Anyway....this few days was not a bad day for me!!! Except for yesterday!
But today I'm very happy!! =)
Heard some good news from my ji mui! Then today chat with them and laugh until want die adi!!! lol xD
Haha!! Some more a rooster came into the house Today!!!
My dog was so fierce! He keep barking at the rooster!!
And I think it is still in the garden of my house now!! lol xD

*Cough cough!*
Anyway.....now I just feel very tired loh! =(
Everyday need to wake up at 7 something in the morning to get ready for college!!! =/
Haiz.....but is ok la!! As long as I see Brian everyday in college!!!! Lol! Haha!!
I'm just kidding!! Hahaha!! xD

Lol! That's all for today's post!!
Got to go sleep already!
Very sleepy!! Zzzzzz............
Good night everyone and Take Care!! =)

Twilight Forever by Gavy NJ :)

I want to fall down because the breath is overfilling me
This road still doesn't seem to end
Even if I cry like a little child looking for you
You are nowhere near

I'm only going back a little
Don't try to rush me much

*I'LL BE THERE
Like you were there for me,
I'm there for you
DON'T YOU CRY
Nothing bad will happen
I'll protect you
Don't worry
I'll remember you
And I'll love you for who you are
You have to stand again

Was it hard coming back to me?
Did you not have the courage to protect me?

It's okay to rest before going on
Even if the whole world might end

*REPEAT

In your tired and bruised heart
I'll be the flower like the sunshine

Little by little
And step by step
Slowly grab my hand now
Can you see it?
The only person in the world that can hold you

*REPEAT

Again show you strength
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU
I'm waiting for you
DON'T YOU CRY

I'll love us
We'll be together for eternity


Aww!!!!! This song lyric is so beautiful!!!! =)
The song is even more beautiful!! lol xD
Love it!!! Love the singer who sang this too!!!!

Hehe.....I hope, wish and pray that my future bf will be a guy like that who will be always there for me when I need him! Just like what the lyrics of this song Twilight says!!!!! (:
Haha!!!!! Got time u all can go to Youtube and listen to this song!! X)

Lastly....I don't think I'll be able to online so often anymore and I don't think I can online so often to update my blog too! =/
So.......I promise u all once I have the time, I'll update my blog ok?! ^_______________________________________________^
Take Care guys! God Bless~ =)
Bye!!!! V*^_^*V

Emotional Day! =(

Hehe...I had a lot of fun today during our field trip!! =)
Totally love it!!! Love all the lecturers in college and also all my new KDU friends! (Especially Yuet Chui~ Hehehe!!!!!) =)
Wanted to post our one day trip pictures to my blog......but sadly...I didn't bring any camera to take them!!! =(
I will try to grab them from my friends and put in my blog ASAP ok?! =)

Haha!! We went to the Royal Selangor Pewter and then to FRIM!!
Love the Royal Selangor Pewter gallery / trip! It was fun seeing all those shiny cups and jewelry etc etc made by the Pewter! =)
Love going to FRIM again too!!!
It was fun going back to FRIM again!!! ^_______________________________________^
It also really brought back lots of good and nice memories I had there! =)


Well...after coming back from the trip...I started getting emotional!
For no reason! I just don't know why all of the sudden I felt so emo?!!! =(
I guess I really miss everyone in RBS, hanging out with my ji mui and also "him"!!!
I really misses him a lot!! Misses him so much that I cry thinking about him....
Haiz.......sad!!! =(
I really hope that he will online more and I hope that I can meet up with him again soon! =/
I don't care if I see him or not!!! I'll be very happy if I can even just chat with him on MSN!!! At least I know he is doing fine!! =/
I'll be totally satisfied if I can chat with him....... =(


Well...I'm not feeling sad anymore now! =)
In fact......I'm feeling really hyper now!!! =D
See!!! Told u I'm emotional!!!!!
Happy, sad and now hyper!! What is this man?!!!!! lol~ My emotions changes so fast!!!!! xD

Anyway......Thanks to my friends who cheered me up by chatting with me! =)
And I found out that looking at all the Tvxq's pictures help too! lol xD
Looking at their smiley faces and all make me happy and hyper!!! Haha!! xD
Thanks guys for cheering me up and being there as my friends when I feel down!!!! =)
Komawo!!!!! V*^_^*V
I love u guys!! Muack! ♥

Wow!! Is it just a coincidence or is it God's Will?

Hehe!! As you guys know....is the first day of my Orientation in KDU today!!! =)
Lol! I was so nervous today and kind of embarrass today!!!! =/
But....I did get over my fear, shyness and nervousness to make friends with some of the students there!! =)

Haha!! I'm really surprise and happy about one thing though......
Try guessing what happen today that I'm so happy and surprise about?! o.O
Well......I'm actually in the same COURSE as Jocelyn!!!! Yes! Jocelyn from RBS!!!! =D
I was really surprise and also happy to know that we are actually studying in the same college! Same course and we will be classmate!!! Yay!!!! =D

Told ya is a small small world we are living in!! X)
I guess is really not a coincidence for me to meet back Jocelyn and Josephine in KDU! Is God's plan for me to be in the same course as Jocelyn!!! =)
I bum into Josephine today too when I went to find my ji mui in the KDU Library!
She is currently studying A Level in KDU!!! (:
So I guess we will literally bum into each other whenever I go to college!! Haha!!
Hehehe^^ I'm just glad that God have put someone I know in the same course as I am!
At least I know someone there in the same course as me and I won't be so lonely in college!!! =)
Thank God!!!!!!! ♥

Thank You Lord for answering my prayers too!! =)
I was so worry about my orientation day that I prayed to God yesterday night!
I pray that he will let me find and make new friends and get adapt to college. And so....he answer my prayers!!!! =)
He answer my prayer by putting Jocelyn in the same course as me!! Thank You Lord!! ♥

Lastly.....I pray that everything will continue to go smoothly as I goes on with my college life!
Thank God that the exam Ping they all sit for was easier than they thought too! lol xD
Pray that they will get flying colours on their Final exam too! Amen!! =)
Gambateh everyone!!!!!! V*^_^*V

Tomorrow Orientation loh!!!!

Wow!! Time flies!!!! Tomorrow is already the day I'm going to KDU aka my college for orientation!
I have no feeling at all now! Not excited for it or anything. Maybe just a bit sad and nervous! Because after I start college...I don't think I can come online or go facebooking so often anymore!!! >.<
I can't even go out shopping or anything with Poh Yee they all too!!!! =(
Thinking of all this make me feel sad in the same time nervous for COLLEGE!!!!

I got to be serious with my college studies already!!! I need to do my best this time and try not to fail in my exams!!!! >.<''
That's what my mom and dad keep telling me too!!
They say don't play computer and go online so often, sleep early, be serious and etc etc!!
I know la dad!! Stop nagging me!!! lol xD
I'll do my best ok dad?!!!!! I promise!!!!! =)
Hwaiting Sook Teng!!!!!!!! =D

Anyway...I think I will really enjoy and be excited about the first two or 3 weeks of college!! Then I bet here come assignments! Presentation! Exams and all!!!
AH!!!!! I'm already scare and nervous about it!!! =(
How how?! ='(
I really don't know how and what can I do about it.....but I guess I just need to pray to God and lift it to Him!! And also not to worry too much about all this stuff!!! =)
Just try to make some friends first in college, get use of the college, the course I'm taking and worry about all those presentation that's coming later!!! =/
I bet if I put my effort in this course and study hard,I will do great! And of course if I really have interest in this course....I do great too!! =)
Nothing is impossible with God by my side!!
So...Sook Teng!!!! Aza Aza Hwaiting!!!!!!! =D


Lastly.....Ping they all are going to have their final exam tomorrow!!!

You all Gambateh too!!!!!
ALL THE BEST OK?! =)

一起努力和加油吧!!!!!!
Hwaiting!!!!! V*^_^*V

Happy Birthday Poh Yee!!! =)

Happy Birthday my dear Poh Yee!!!
Best friends 4ever and ever!!!!!
I love u~ ♥

Happy Birthday Poh Yee!!!! =D
19 years old le!!!
Lol!! Old already!!! Hahaha!!! xD
I'm just kidding!!! Don't angry ya!!!!! =)
Hope you will be happy on this day! Enjoy it and I hope that it will be a memorable 19th Birthday for u ok?! Love u!!!! Muack!!!! ♥

Is Chong Han's birthday today too!! ^_________________________________________________^
Happy Birthday Chong Han!!! =)
God Bless!!!!
I pray that u will grow deeper and closer with the Lord as the days and years passes by!!!
Hope u will have fun and may this day be a memorable day for u too!!!! V*^_^*V

Happy Birthday guys!!!! =D