A Very Happy!! Mother's Day!!!! =)

Hehe!! I was back home from NS for holiday again yesterday!! As usual....I'm really glad to be home!! =)
The sad thing is still the same!! Became even darker!! Everyone in church including Rachel say that too!! T.T
Now I really like dark until hangus adi!!! lol xD
Ok.....first of all....I want to wish every mother in this universal a Happy Mother's Day and especially I want to wish it to my mom HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to u too!! I love u mom!!! ♥ =)


So....I went to church today and for some reason.....I felt very nice to be back in my own church with the familiar surroundings and faces!!
I don't know why...I kinda feel uncomfortable in the Full Gospel Assembly Church in Selayang. (The church we go to for service when we are in NS) That church is just so charismatic and the NS ppl who went to church is not actually paying attention and they always make a lot of noise in the kerohanian class. Maybe that's why I feel uncomfortable and dislike to be in the kerohanian class?!
It will be even harder for me to focus in the class now because it's just so boring, long winded, noisy, distraction everywhere and sadly Teressa and Mei Hooi is gone!! I have no more good/christian friends to accompany by my side anymore!!! T.T
Haiz...so sad la....all my good friends came out early from NS to further their studies!!! =(
Now I'm all left there alone without any good friends!!! T.T
Btw....me and my "use to be very good friends" went into some problem and they dun choi me much anymore after I came back from my MC Holiday. And that's why I'm kinda struggling in camp now =/
Haiz....friends problem again!! Every new place I go to sure will occur this same old problem again!! =.=''
Anyway....because most of my new bunch of good friends from NS came out early from NS to further their studies.....That's why I'm left with no good friends anymore!! Sad right?!! Yes...really sad!! =(

Well...I guess that's what God want me to learn from NS! To be independent!
I maybe wrong but I just feel that God wants me to go through this tough time to learn to trust in Him and to become an independent person!!
I know I need to put all my trust in God but I really pray that I can find new and good friends from NS to go through this hard time together =/
If not I'll just stay tough and depend on God to go on with my journey in NS without any good friends till NS ends.......
But Somehow I have a feeling that God will provide me good friends later on and I can trust in Him and just lift everything to God! =)


Ok....I don't want to talk about NS anymore!! Talking about it makes me feel sad and today is a very happy day for me. I don't want it to turn into a sad day!! You guys can know more about my experience in NS after I'm back for good from NS!! Ok?! =)
So....After church, we all drove to my cousin Zi Yun house to have a dinner and to celebrate mother's day as well.
Haha!! When we first went into the house, her dog Happy was barking loudly and fiercely at us but in the end we all love her and she also stop barking at us but play with all of us too!! Lol! Her dog is just so cute!! I love Happy!! ♥
And She was so active and playful that it jump all over the house too!! Haha!! She's just so cute!!! She is even cuter than Rover!! lol xD
I wish I have a dog like Happy too but in the same time I'm glad that I have Rover as my dog!! =)

I found out that I miss out on a lot of things after I went to NS too. I miss out things like news of Tvxq, the world outside there, miss out reading epop and also miss out on watching great movies too!! Haha!! Very very outdated of the outside world indeed!!
I don't care anymore!! Tomorrow I must go out to watch a movie with Poh Yee in 1U!!
I want to buy Epop and comics to read!!! I want to become updated on the news of Tvxq and also of the outside world again!!
Seriously......in NS is just like in jail. Behind the bars!!! I really wish it would end ASAP so that I can be set free and enjoy my life again!!
But I think is good that I went to NS too..... Why? Because it really make me realize and appreciate what I have. Thank You NS for that! =)


Lastly......I have a great time with my family members celebrating Mother's Day together this year!! I'm really glad I that I get to meet up with Zi Yun and family and play with her dog, Happy too!! Really did had a fun and memorable day today again!! =)
Well....that's it!! Super tired and sleepy now!! Got to go to bed! Nights everyone!! =)
Happy Mother's Day Once Again Mom!! I love u!!!! ♥
And mom.....u know I love u right?!
I may not show it out or say it out to u that I love u but I do love u Mom!! Your the best mom I can ever have and no one can replace your place as my mom! Eventhough u do nag and scold me sometimes but u are still my mom and I love u mom!!! =)