R u using me?!

U know.....I heard rumours from my friend. They say ur just USING ME!! Is that true? R u really using me?!!! If u r....I can't believe u r this kind of person!!! >.< I thought ur not this kind of people...I thought u like me as a fren! I thought I'm ur fren!!!!!!!! T.T

Maybe it serve u right......but then...I kinda feel pity for u.......Haiz........ I also have feelings ok?! Suddenly I feel so dumb...I feel like everyone of my fren are using me.......=(
Why?! Why do all this thing happen to me? Am I too dumb? T^T
I just wanted to be frens...and how did u TREAT ME!!!!!!!!!!
I notice that when u wanted something...u only come find me......Y!! Y DO U TREAT ME LIKE THIS!!!!!!!! I really thought u r my fren!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob sob*

The only song that can represent my feeling is Kiss Shita Mama Sayonara........ The lyric goes like this.....Girl tell me a little lie...plz tell me a little lie..... Ya...tell me this is a lie....plz!! tell me ur lying!!
This is not true right? I don't want this to happen!! I really thought u like chatting and hanging out with me!!? DON'T TREAT ME LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!! *cry*
I feel like my heart has been pierce with a nail! Is bleeding now........do u noe that kind of feeling? I noe........it doesn't feels good................ ):