Lee Jaejin!! Isn't he cute?!

Ah!! I just love him!!! <3

Hehehe....he same age as me oh!!

Argh!!! All that I can say is he is freaking cute!!!!!! >.<

OMG!!!!!!!!! Jae Jin so cute!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

Oh My Gosh!!!!!! Oh My Gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jaejin is so freaking cute!!!!!!!!!!! Ah!!!!!!! So hyper now!!!!! Jaejin really really really cute loh!!!!! My friend was very right!! He is super cute!!!!!!!!
*Cough cough* ok...I'll calm down!! lol xD
When I heard that they want to come that time.....I was not that excited...but then...after I heard My friend Moy Lien say she have f.t Island poster!!! I quickly say I want!! lol xD
Then u noe....I thought I didn't get to see them...cuz of no transport! But then!!! My aunty came to my house today!! So I got transport to go see them!!! Yay!!! Thank God and thanks to my aunty!!!! muack!!

I'm kinda angry as well u noe.....cuz I went there at 12 something...it should start 1p.m! BUT!!! They came late!!!! They 4.05p.m like that only come!!! I waited for 4 hours!!!!!!! So tired loh....wait for so long!!!! @.@
Now my back kinda ache.....but is worth it to see Jaejin!!!!! Ah!!!!!!! He is really freaking cute loh!!!!!!!!! But...too bad....didn't get to take picture of him la.....cuz no 1. My phone sucks! 2nd....I'm too short!!!! =.=''
Well...at least I see them right!! But really loh....I think I like Jaejin only....others I don't like that much! Tvxq is still number in my heart!! They are the best!!!!!! <333333
Tvxq rockz!!!!!!!! Love u guys!!!! I think they will be my second favourite korean band!!

Ah Jaejin!!!!!!!!!! You are really freaking cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah!!!!! So hyper la!!!!!!! So lucky to saw him close up during the fan meeting!!! I wish I bought thier album...then can let them sign...but is like RM 90 and is sold out!!!! Haiz...too bad..... =(

Argh!!! When they leave that time oh.....my friend's friend almost got to shake Jaejin hands!!! BUT!!!!!! STUPID SECURITY GUARD !!!!!! THEY PUSH US!!!!! Then she didn't get to shake his hands!!!!! T.T I also wish I can shake hand with him!!!!! =(

Tomorrow they got concert at Sunway leh!!! I wanna go.....but then...is Sunday and then the cheapest ticket is RM100....plus...Monday got school. So I don't think I going la!! =/
Hahaha!!! I wonder if they will come for fan meeting again or not!! Cuz the fanz all gone crazy when they came and when they was going out of The Curve.... I think they will think we very scary loh!! I also gone crazy when I saw Jaejin...but other people more crazy! If is Tvxq oh!!! I'll go WILD I TELL U!!!! I also think it will be 10 times worst than this loh!!!!

Haiz...sad la...didn't take picture of Jaejin....hope Rachel will send the pic she took to me!!!!!
Well...that's all I wanna say!! Take care everyone!!! Jaejin!!!!!!! Saranghae!!!!! Your so freaking cute!!!!!!!!!

Welll...that's all I want to say......take care everyone!!!!
Jaejin!!!!!!!!!!!! Saranghae!!!!!! You are so freaking cute!!!!!!!!!! love u so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muack!!!!!!!!!
Hehehe!! Ok....take care everyone!!!! =D

Stalker!!! Haha

Today got a lot of people come to my church..that is PJGH!! =D
Well...I went to chruch today is bcuz of Jamie Kidd's talk...it was nice! But the sermon is the same with Tony Anthony's sermon... lol
I was like....hmm?! This sound familiar... haha maybe is bcuz they are in the same team.

In chruch...I saw a lot of familiar faces....I saw May, Jean, Andrea, some of my school mates and many more!! Was kinda suprise to see Andrea and my school people come to my chruch!! I don't even noe some of my school mate is christian...to me they don't look like christian! lol
Haha...how I hope TEK and TED come too!!! That will be nice!!!! hehe^^
Anyway.....it was nice seeing some familiar faces in my chruch!! =)


Hahaha!! Let's get back to the topic " stalker " U know..after the talk.....we have refreshment downstair....so I was like standing there with Debbie....and I saw this guy holding his phone and taking pics of ppl......I think I'm 1 of them.....but Debbie say he was taking pics of her! I dunno!! He was like taking pics of me too....dunno he was taking me or her la!! I just noe he was standing at the back of me holding up his phone trying to take a pic of me!! I really dunno he is taking me or Debbie!! But who cares?! lol
Is kinda scary when I see people trying to take a pic of me....he is WEIRD I tell u!! He didn't ask like....can I take a pic of u? He just stand there and try to take pic of some girls! Creepy much! I dun like that...that's just scary!! I think he should like tell me if he want to take pic!! But I think if he ask...I also dun want let him take pic of me!!! lol xD
I don't really like taking pics....but with my best fren ok loh....don't like ppl taking pic of me!! I'm camera shy!! Haha!! I'm not a camwhore too!! So...don't try taking my pic without me knowing!! That's kinda scary!!! =(

Well...u noe wat...after that I found out that he is actually trying to take some pic of some cute and pretty girls.....
But why would he take our picture?! I very cute meh? O.o
Argh...who cares!! lol xD
He seem to me very sacry at that time!! Like what Debbie say...Stalker!!!! lol

Well.....got to sleep now!! Tomorrow need go to chruch...so I guess I'll be sleeping now...and Happy Easter everyone!!! =D

Oh No!! Sick liao!!

Argh!!! Sick adi la!!! >.<
Why do I have to be sick during the holiday?! I can't have fun anymore!!! Is like...when u sick adi....ur mood goes down and u dun feel like doing anything anymore!!!!! Argh!!!! I just hate to be sick!!!! *sob sob*

I having sore thoart and cold!! I think I ate too much chocolate that's y I'm having sore thoart....and I think I sleep too late.....so I caught a cold!!! =/
Haiz....I just hate being sick!!!!
Hope that I will get well soon!!!!!! Argh!! Feel so tired la....like no energy like that! I think I will go sleep after this!!! @.@

Well!! I was kinda angry at my brother just now!! Stupid!!!!!!! Simply hit me without finding out what happen!!!! It was the WIND!!!!!!! NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!! Hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< Haiz....suan liao.. it adi pass...dun want to talk about it anymore!! )=
Argh!!! Nothing to say adi....very tired ah!! No energy........XP

I want you to smile!! =D

I want you to smile.

I want you to smile, despite every moment of sadness you are going through.
I want you to smile. forget about the burning pain. just smile and everything will get better.
I want you to smile, despite being left out in the dark alone.
I want you to smile, when something bad happens,
I want you to smile, when fear overcomes you
I want you to smile, despite being dumped on valentines day
I want you to smile. forget about the people who dislike you
I want you to smile, despite being left out in the cold.
I want you to smile, even though you are ill
I want you to smile, even after being discriminated
I want you to smile

A smile can brighten up your day, it can also hide a million tears.... Even now as I type,I feel like screaming into a pillow and crying myself to sleep. Its now put a smile on your face. So people, even when everything goes wrong, keep that beautiful smile on your face. it makes your day a bit more cheerful! Hey, I'm trying my best to smile too. So remember, keep that smile on your face! Remember to smile oh!!!!! =D


PS: This is not written by me...I just saw this on my fren's blog. Is so meaningful that I just wanted to share with u all!! So I just copy it and post it here!! I kinda edited it...so...I hope those who are sad will cheer up a little after seeing this!! =)

Woohoo~ Exam is OVER~!!!

Hahaha!! I notice that I blog alot this few days! Hehe...got too many thoughts and feelings this week! lol~ Well..let's get back to the topic!! =3

Yahoo~~ Or should I say Yihoo~ lol xD (I got influnce by Azrul! Kaka!!) My exams is OVER!!!! Happy Niah~!! *victory sign and dance around the hse* lol xD
I'm glad that's over...I just hate having exams......I hate studying!!! Hahaha! Like Boon Khit predicted....his sejarah is gonna fail....I predict that my BM,SJ,PD,MT and SN is gonna fail....Hope not =X
But I'm very sure I'm gonna fail BM, SJ and my maths...other subject still got a bit of hope ba.....The 1 thing I noe is that my BI will sure pass!!! Yeah! *serious face*

And ya...I feel better now...not as sad as yesterday already! I dunno is she really just using me or
she really treat me as a friend..but I don't care if she really treat be as a friend or just using me....to me she is still my friend =) If she got anything.....she can still chat with me.....
but on the other hand.....I really feel that she is like using me loh......after this incident oh.....when I talk to her la.....I don't feel that good when I use to talk to her the 1st time..... =/
Oh well....maybe I just think too much?! Or should I listen to what my teacher say?! Argh! Don't know la..... >.< I just pray that she is not this kind of people........
Ahh~ Now I just want to sit back and relax~ I just want to have FUN~~ Wee~~
Don't feel like thinking of all this problems now.....it just make me more stress up! =/

I'm really glad that my exam is over loh!! =D After 2moro oh...friday holiday loh!! Nice!!
Plus Friday me and my friend is going to Yi Soon's hse...go there for a party!! I think he live in an apartment...so there got swiming pool!! They even say that they will throw us into the pool! No!! lol xD
I don't feel like getting throw into the water and getting my body wet!! But I bet it will be fun!!!! We have to bring extra clothes... just incase if we really get wet! If later really get wet adi oh....no shirt to change!! That time die loh...sure get a cold after the party! Then later my mom sure scold me saying : You See! I call u dun go adi! U dun listen loh!! Now sick adi loh!!
Haha!! I'm sure she will say something like that.....but I really hope that I will have fun during the party!!! :)

We got holiday for 1 week!! Starting from Friday...we got 1 week of holiday!! But during the 1 week....we have to do homework... =.=''
I hate doing hw on the holidays!! Well.....still have to do it la!! Have no choice for not doing it! If really don't do oh..later go bak to skool sure will get kill by teacher!! lol
U noe...I thought got 2 weeks holiday leh...cuz my mom was like wah...so good! Got two weeks holiday!! I was so happy when I heard the word TWO WEEKS! But it ended up my fren telling me that's only 1 week of holiday!! Aww~~ How sad! But is better than no holiday right?! Lol xD

Oh well...write until here loh!! I want go read Fanfic and watch video adi!!^^ Happy Holidays all~~ =D

R u using me?!

U know.....I heard rumours from my friend. They say ur just USING ME!! Is that true? R u really using me?!!! If u r....I can't believe u r this kind of person!!! >.< I thought ur not this kind of people...I thought u like me as a fren! I thought I'm ur fren!!!!!!!! T.T

Maybe it serve u right......but then...I kinda feel pity for u.......Haiz........ I also have feelings ok?! Suddenly I feel so dumb...I feel like everyone of my fren are using me.......=(
Why?! Why do all this thing happen to me? Am I too dumb? T^T
I just wanted to be frens...and how did u TREAT ME!!!!!!!!!!
I notice that when u wanted something...u only come find me......Y!! Y DO U TREAT ME LIKE THIS!!!!!!!! I really thought u r my fren!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob sob*

The only song that can represent my feeling is Kiss Shita Mama Sayonara........ The lyric goes like this.....Girl tell me a little lie...plz tell me a little lie..... Ya...tell me this is a lie....plz!! tell me ur lying!!
This is not true right? I don't want this to happen!! I really thought u like chatting and hanging out with me!!? DON'T TREAT ME LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!! *cry*
I feel like my heart has been pierce with a nail! Is bleeding now........do u noe that kind of feeling? I noe........it doesn't feels good................ ):