Haiz.... A happy day turn into a sad day T.T

I was very happy at first in the afternoon...Because Me and Jen went to 1 Utama to buy Tvxq's concert ticket and I also bought the things I want...so very happy.....

But now I feel so sad ........I cry just now because of this particular thing....it make me feel very
emo now =/
I know.............this is just maybe a tiny winny thing for some of you......but really wanted to celebrate a fun birthday day with my friends..............
It was like this....Poh Yee say she want to go The Curve shopping....and is on the 22nd of October...2 more days till my brithday.....so I suggested that why don't we celebrate my brithday on that day? and also go sing Kala OK......but then it end up quite a lot of my friends cannot go..............
I wish I was dreaming...How I wish all of them can make it and celebrate with me on that day T^T *Tears rolling down from my cheek* =( But I got turn down by my friends..............
How I wish this year my brithday can be special......but end up.....Haiz......like everybody cannot go..... =( Sad.................. T_T
Really wanted a suprise party or something on my brithday.....I never have 1 suprise party before................
Everytime it is just a plain old brithday celebration............like buying a cake, blow the candle and then take picture.........so not FUN at all!!!!! T^T
I really wanted to celebrate with my friends and make it as a most happy "brithday" ever.............but then Ping,Yuen,Jen and Boon Khit also cannot go......not fun at all........Yuen and Jen got tuition on that day and Ping's mom don't let her go....... =/ Boon Khit got to work on that day........ T^T Haiz.......... Only left me,Poh Yee, Moy Lien and Moi Moi only =(

Some of my friends think that I always smile and all...but in the inside.....I'm not like that.........
I can cry very easily........sometimes for little things like this I also cry.....now do you still think I always is happy and has emotional time?! YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG!!!!!!
Haiz.........sad T.T
How I really wish I can really celebrate my brithday with my friends suprising me on that day? Now I don't think this will happen on my sweet 16 birthday.....people say when your 16..........
is really sweet....but I don't think my 16 years old will be sweet............... T.T
Haiz.......... A happy day turn into a really really sad day......... T^T
Anyone can give me a hug now? *Cry* Really need people to be beside me and comfort me now.......... Haiz~~~~~~~ T.T

VERY EMO NOW~~~~ =(

I'm sure my tomorrow when I wake up my eyes will me very bengkak =X
Haiz.........now what mood also don't have already la.......... =/

Cry until a bit headache already la.....so what if I cry........nothing will happen on that day too......

NOBODY CARES IF I CRY!!! NOBODY CARES IF I EXIST OR NOT!!!!! WHO CARES IF THAT DAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! WHO CARES TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME!!!!!

WHO CARES!!!!!!!