Haiz....having mix feelings.... =/

Hmm...I notice that one of my post is GONE!!!
Oh well...just have to re- write.....but I'm gonna shorten it...cuz I can't really remember the things I wrote anymore =/
Yesterday I saw some pictures of my friends taking picture with TVXQ!!!! I'm so gonna envy both of them!!!!! Jelous much!!!! She so good leh!!!! WhenTvxq come here to have thier press conference that time they took pictures with my favourite Singers TVXQ!!!!!! Argh!!! T.T I also want take pictures with Tvxq!!!!!! Both of them is so so so lucky!!!!! T^T
Joongie even put his hand on my friend shoulder!!!! *argh* so jelous!!!!! Her twins sister is like so tall!!!! Or maybe I see wrongly?! I saw a pic that is my friend and Max.....when they stand together...she is like half a head of Max!!!! SO TALL!!!!! I want to be that tall too!!! But I so short =.=''
I want to stand next to my Yunho oppa!!!!!! T.T So jelous of both of them man!!!!! =((
I regret for not going to the KLIA Airport too!!!! T.T
When I call my friend that time...she was like keep on saying Hero very fair ah!!!! All of them so tall!! and also All of them so Leng Chai!!!
OMG!!! I gonna faint adi....I want go see them too!!!! Oh!!! She also say you must at least see them once in your life time!!! Is worth it!!! T.T
So sad that I can't go loh!!!! Too bad that Jen's mom don't let her go.... =(

Oh well....I'm totally having mix feelings now. Happy and sad feeling....
Happy is that I saw how cute they are during their Seoul Encore Concert!!!! >,<>
Sad is that all of them injured adi!!! T.T
So I'm totally having mix feelings.... Haiz...Poor Tvxq's member!!!!
Yunho injured his back and waist,Joongie fell down into the trap door!!! *ouch!! Pain*
Then Junsu hurts his leg bcuz he dance Yunho's part and his part when they were performing "O" Jung Ban Hap for 3 days in a week!!!! Max is having gastric and Micky looses his voice due to the 3 days concert!!!! T.T
I'm so sad when I see Yunho's pics...Pictures that he is smiling so brightly....I was like....I want to see his bright smile again..... T_________T
So sad to hear that all the members is injured and sick!!!! >.<
How I wish thier manager will give them a week or at least 2 days to rest!!!!! Come on!!! They also is human ok?! They also need to rest one leh!!!! They are not robots or your making money machine!!!!! If they are robots...the robots will also rosak if they constantly do things right?! So give them a rest already!!!! I'm sure all the Cassiopeia is really really really heart broken to see Tvxq all sick and injured!!!! T.T

Really hope Tvxq's members can get better soon!!!!!! >.<>
Haiz...I have nothing to say anymore...just feel super sad...... Haiz =(
Must get well soon ah Tvxq oppa!!!!!
Must know that all the Cassiopeia is very worry about you guys so must get well as quick as possible ok?!

And also...guess what time I slept yesterday night!!!!! *drum roll* 5:00 a.m!!!!
Geng or not?! The latest ever!!! Break record already leh!!!! Haha xD
Yesterday my mom was like wake up....so dead loh!!!!

Conversation of last night:

Mom : Who is it?

Me : ...............

Mom : Who is that?

*After awhile*

Me : Hmm?

Mom : You play until 5 o'clock midnight ah?! Har?!

Me : No la!!!

Mom : Then?

Me : I went don't stair for awhile just now.....

Mom : ..................

*End of conversation*

Phew!!!! So dead man!!! Got caught by my mom. Haha!!!

But I found this conversation some wat funny. Haha xD

Must sleep early tonight =X

Lastly, God!! I pray that Tvxq's member will be healhtly from now on!!!! Please God!!!! I don't want to see them sick or get injured anymore!!!! T.T

I also pray that the Concert in Malaysia will be a success!!!! Pray also that day won't rain and also they healthy, energetic and cute!!!! >,<>Concert here!!!! Pray that their boss can give them a break too!!!! >,<>

Must Get better soon oh Yunho oppa and the others member!!!! I love you guys!!!!! <3333>uaks!!!

Happy Sweet 16 Birthday <3

Wah!!! Long time didn't post already!!! Haha!! Not that I'm lazy or something.....ok la I was a bit lazy to update...and is my brother fault also.....he don't let me use..and I have no time to update it ...so..Heh! He also took the Keyboard away for WCG games...so no choice =/

Oh Well!!! I have a lot of fun on 24th October!!! Love that day!!! I think it is the BEST Birthday celebration ever!!!! I really LOVE IT!!! It was really fun hanging out with my 2 friends!!! Love Them!!!! Saranghae Ee Lin and Jen!!! Komawo for giving me a Birthday Celebration!!! <3 style="font-size:130%;color:#ccccff;">SPECIAL day to me =)

That day we went Taman Megah's Secreat Recipe to eat cake (Chocolate Indulgent cake. Yummy!!!) Thank You Ee Lin that belanja me!!! We really have a lot of fun on that day. Haha!! Me and Jen keep on talking about Tvxq xD We like non stop talking about Tvxq!!! Haha!!!

When Jen is there...I can become very talkative and talk non stop with the topic Tvxq. Hehe^^V That day...on my Birthday oh....All my friends like wish me super late you know or not? At first really thought that all my friends forgotten (Poh Yee and Ping forgotten =.='') but then in the end....they still got wish me =) All of them like last minute only wish me. Yes.....and that last minute I was saying is about 11 something at night =.='' I was expecting them to wish me early in the morning or in the afternoon time....but instead....they wish me at night time. Haha xD

It was really sweet that they all bring me out and so on......I really long time didn't celebrate like this already. Remember what I say before...I say that every year my Birthday Celebration is really really LAME!!! Every time is just blow the candles,cut the cake and take pictures.....and that's it!!!! ISN'T THAT LAME?! LAME AND BORING!!!!! =.=''

So this year celebration was really really special to me!!!! =) I'm also very happy that oppa wish me Happy Birthday!!! Ok. Don't be mistaken...is not Tvxq oppa.....=.= I don't think they will like care also loh. Is my god brother, Sheun Yeow oppa!!! I love You!!! Saranghae <3>he^^ I very very long time didn't get to talk to him already...he was busy with his exams and college stuff =/ So I have no chance to talk to him. So I was really really really happy that he wish me Happy Birthday!!!! Happy until like I flew up the sky. Haha!!! Ok la....I know....very kua zhang ah ma. Hehe^^ But I'm really happy I got to chat with him on MSN!!!! Even though the conversation was a really short one.....but I'm very happy already =D

Thanks guys!!!! Thanks for making my Birthday a sweet Birthday^^ Really appreciate it!!! =) I Love You guys!!!! muakz!!!! <3>

Ok. Update until here loh!!!! Hope you have fun reading it!!! Hehe^^ Enjoy =D

Haiz.... A happy day turn into a sad day T.T

I was very happy at first in the afternoon...Because Me and Jen went to 1 Utama to buy Tvxq's concert ticket and I also bought the things I want...so very happy.....

But now I feel so sad ........I cry just now because of this particular thing....it make me feel very
emo now =/
I know.............this is just maybe a tiny winny thing for some of you......but really wanted to celebrate a fun birthday day with my friends..............
It was like this....Poh Yee say she want to go The Curve shopping....and is on the 22nd of October...2 more days till my brithday.....so I suggested that why don't we celebrate my brithday on that day? and also go sing Kala OK......but then it end up quite a lot of my friends cannot go..............
I wish I was dreaming...How I wish all of them can make it and celebrate with me on that day T^T *Tears rolling down from my cheek* =( But I got turn down by my friends..............
How I wish this year my brithday can be special......but end up.....Haiz......like everybody cannot go..... =( Sad.................. T_T
Really wanted a suprise party or something on my brithday.....I never have 1 suprise party before................
Everytime it is just a plain old brithday celebration............like buying a cake, blow the candle and then take picture.........so not FUN at all!!!!! T^T
I really wanted to celebrate with my friends and make it as a most happy "brithday" ever.............but then Ping,Yuen,Jen and Boon Khit also cannot go......not fun at all........Yuen and Jen got tuition on that day and Ping's mom don't let her go....... =/ Boon Khit got to work on that day........ T^T Haiz.......... Only left me,Poh Yee, Moy Lien and Moi Moi only =(

Some of my friends think that I always smile and all...but in the inside.....I'm not like that.........
I can cry very easily........sometimes for little things like this I also cry.....now do you still think I always is happy and has emotional time?! YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG!!!!!!
Haiz.........sad T.T
How I really wish I can really celebrate my brithday with my friends suprising me on that day? Now I don't think this will happen on my sweet 16 birthday.....people say when your 16..........
is really sweet....but I don't think my 16 years old will be sweet............... T.T
Haiz.......... A happy day turn into a really really sad day......... T^T
Anyone can give me a hug now? *Cry* Really need people to be beside me and comfort me now.......... Haiz~~~~~~~ T.T

VERY EMO NOW~~~~ =(

I'm sure my tomorrow when I wake up my eyes will me very bengkak =X
Haiz.........now what mood also don't have already la.......... =/

Cry until a bit headache already la.....so what if I cry........nothing will happen on that day too......

NOBODY CARES IF I CRY!!! NOBODY CARES IF I EXIST OR NOT!!!!! WHO CARES IF THAT DAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! WHO CARES TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME!!!!!

WHO CARES!!!!!!!

Wah~~~~ Went 1 Utama twice in 1 week...

Yesterday was so fun!!!!! Haha xD Me and my friends all ponteng school to go to 1 Utama for shopping!!!!! I'm a SHOPAHOLIC!!!! hehe^^
I really like going shopping with my friends!!!! Is so fun!!!!! I love it!!!! Even though going shopping with your parents is a good thing...cuz they pay the stuff you buy keke
But going shopping with friends is even more FUN!!!!
I enjoy every moment with my friends!!!! But oh...when we went there...I saw a very nice shoes....but don't have my size oh!!!!! T^T so sad leh.....I wanted it very badly...Oh well... at least I got almost all the things I wanted!!!! =D
We also took a lot of pictures yesterday!!! Now I don't have it here...So I will show it to you later ya. =)

I really die loh!!!! My Perdagangan got really low grades.... =/
Is it a happy thing for me or a sad thing?! I think both gua....Happy is that I can drop it haha. Sad is that I always get really low grades for this subject.....This time punya final exam....I really did very badly =/ Haiz...... Don't say la.....Later going 1 Utama with Jen again!!!! Haha!! Second time this week~~~
Ok la guys.....update until here loh!!!!! I'll show you guys the pictures Poh Yee and Moy Lien took next time ya...Haven't got the pics yet...

I'll show you guys a video I like very very much!!!!! Is a Tvxq's song...actually is by Micky la.....a song that Micky compose....and is play by a girl. I really love it!!!!! She play until really nice leh!!!!! I wish I can play the piano as well as her!!!! T^T
Haiz.....need to take a very long time to upload it leh....so maybe keke....upload it later loh.....when I got lots of time and when my brother went out only I upload it la =)

Oh~~ Die loh..... =.=''

Si loh!!!! Si loh!!!! I sure get very very bad result for all my subject (except for ENGLISH)
Really will die leh.... =.=''
Haiz...What can I do now?! Exam also do already loh...still can do what wor.... T^T
Forget about it then....I don't care la!!! WHATEVER LA!!! Also past already loh....cannot turn back anymore...I always get very lousy result one la.....I just have to work harder next year!!!! I hope I do what I say la.... =.=''

Now I just want to enjoy this week. Yeah!!!! Tomorrow going to 1 Utama with my friends!!!! Hooray!!!!! So happy!!!! I want to buy a lot of things leh....Hope can find what I want to buy la...like a pure dark red shirt to wear it to the concert and a red balloons and stuff like that. I'm sure tomorrow will be a really fun day~~~
Starting Friday we will have holiday~~~~ for at least 1 week. So good!!!!! Yeah~~~ Wee~~~ =)

I also can't wait for Tvxq's concert to come leh!!!!! I'm already excited la!!!! I really can't believe my church friend also fell in love with Tvxq oh!!!! She and her 2 sister also like...but she like my honey oh...hehe^^ That is Yunho!!! Nevermind la...at least she like loh....she happy I also happy loh.... But the bad thing about the concert is that is outdoor de..I heard last year concert was indoor!!! I want it indoor!!!! If it rain then how oh?! All of us will get wet de leh.... BIG PROBLEM!!!!! Haiz.....=.='' Whatever la... as long as I get to see them I'm very very happy already!!!! Ha!!! At least Jen can go now!!!!! I got people teman me loh!!!! Yeah!!! Happy and really can't wait for that day to arrive!!!! Me and Jen also planning to go to the airport....but dunno can or not oh... Don't think so much first la.....we can solve this problem later =D

Oh.....and I just had a chat with my brother who is in US. He keep on calling me to study hard and don't watch so much TV. =.='' I know what he say is good for me.....but I really don't have any idea how to react to what he just say....We have a really short conversation.....Oh well, hope next time when I chat with him....it will be more fun la!!!!

Ok....I'll try updating my blog again real soon!!!!
See you guys later loh!!!! V*^_^*V

Woah!!! Hurray~~ Finally exam over already!!!!

Wah!!!! Finally my final term exam is OVER!!!!
Wah!!! I also long time didn't go blogging already....like for 2 months.... =.=''
We have exam non stop for 3 weeks eh!!! and yesterday is our last day!!!! Hoo hoo~~~ So happy men!!!!

After the exam is over...we went to Pizza Hut with the voucher the teacher gives us.... Everybody have 1 of the voucher if they got do the poster la....So me and my friends all got it.....so we went to eat it yesterday loh. =D

After that...we went to Atria....is also near Pizza Hut there. I bought a lot of things....hehe^^
My friend also bought a lot of stuff....
I bought a Micky Mouse's necklace with Bling Bling on it!!! Hehe =)
Somemore I bought a watch with dolphins on it!!!! So Kawaii!!!! I love it!!! Somemore is a black skirt,a ring, and Magazine. The magazine that I always buy on Friday. The ring we all have 1. =)

Haha!!! So good leh....We all got belanja by Moy Lien (except Yuen cuz she went back... boo =( so sad XD)
I drink 7up again....You know what happen when I bought the 7up last few weeks ago....Ok. It was like this...I find this very very funny haha xD
Me and Moy Lien was heading to the car shop to look for is God brother...then when I want to open the 7up and drink that time oh....it like spilled out and kena that gor gor!!
Then I was like opps....but I started laughing non stop cuz very funny!!! Me and Moy Lien keep on laughing and laughing over there...they thought I sot sot adi.... xD But really funny wat!!!! Hahaha.

Mnn...ya. Yesterday was last day exam ma.....and is Mathematics (MY WORST SUBJECT!!! SEJARAH TOO =X )
I saw my friend giving answer to people next to him and in front of him...I don't think he will do this kind of stuff leh....
Maybe he just want to help?! Too good hearted adi =.=''
Haiz...don't want to care anymore la!!!! I just want to enjoy this time now.....that is no more EXAM!!!!!
Hope he don't do this kind of thing again la.... =/

I also hope my dad will stop bugging me!!! He so fan leh...I know is good for me....bcuz it show he care...but is a bit over care!!!! So stop it dad!!!! I can't take it anymore!!! Just lift me alone OK?!!!!!!! O.o

Yeah!!!! I'm so excited now!!!! I can't wait for Tvxq's concert!!!!! They coming this November!!!
Is on November 24th!!!! How I wish is December 15...that time is Junsu's birthday oh....if like that oh we can celebrate with him....but that time they are in Thailand, Bangkok. =(
I was thinking oh....all the Malaysia Cassiopeia do a card and sign thier name on the card for Junsu...
I also don't know....Hope this can happen =/

Now I just wish I can get the ticket and go to the concert. I hope I won't faint during the concert la....If not cannot see them already..... boo. So sad =(
I hope that time I still got some money to buy some Tvxq's stuff there...like T-Shirt,CD or something...
I really can't wait leh!!!! I'm so excited now!!!! They are so so so so LENG CHAI~~~ ah!!! *faint* hehe^^
I can really imagine them singing and dancing on the stage!!!!! So YENG AND COOL!!!!!
It will be the happiest day of my life!!!! I'm sure I'm going to enjoy the concert!!! Best concert ever!!!! I just hope the fanz don't push around la.... =/

So...God. I pray that I can get the ticket,get a little more money so I can buy some stuff outside the concert hall, get a handphone, can take lots and lots of picture of them,hope that next year concert won't be so late....if not maybe I cannot go already... cuz of SPM T^T (also hope mom will let me go and change her mind by saying I can go) and fanz won't push so much during the concert and the most important thing....Hope I won't faint during the concert ya...
Amen!!!!

I know I ask too much God...but I really wish to see them!!!! Please help me God!!!! =/
I really wanted to go...please help me!!!!
Ok.....write until here loh =)
I wish Tvxq's around Asia concert will be Successful!!!!!
Wish that I can go to thier concert and won't faint =.='' swt....

LOVE TVXQ FOREVER!!!!! Muaks!!!! Really love you guys!!!!! <33333333
See you guys there during the concert!!!!! Don't fall sick or got hurt all over when you guys are here...heh (why like saying they will have bad luck here one) =/ Hope you guys stay healthy!!! Yunho Honey... EAT MORE!!!! You very skinny oh!!!! =(
Haha!!! Like ME!!!! Me also very skinny...but all the fanz wan you to eat MORE!!!!
Hope that you guys will enjoy the concert here!!!! <3333333>
Really love you guys!!!!! Muakz!!!! V*^_^*V