Happy Merdeka Day Everyone !!!! =)

I came back around 9:45 p.m. today ...

Today was a very nice and fun day !!!! I went to watch Ratatouille with my mom and my brother go watch Secret by himself...... (Jay Chou's movie) He actually call me to watch it togeteher with him wan...but I dun wan !!!! If my friends say they want to watch it then only I watch it . Ok?! My tuition teacher say is very nice oh...but I just dun feel like watching it... =/
See 1st la !!!! ^^

Ratatouille that show is so nice and cute !!!!! Remy the rat is so cute !!!! He can cook so well !!! I wish I can cook as well as him too !!!
We actually when there around 4:40 p.m ...Usually, me and my parents watch movie in the morning. This time we when there much more later....
After finish watching it...is aready almost 7 o'clock.
Haha !!!! My mom got the voucher for Baskin Robin ...so we bought some Baskin Robin's Ice Cream home !!!! Yeah !!!! So happy !!!! ^^
But then I don't think I can eat Chocolate or ice cream now....cuz I'm having flu and also cough. *sob sob* so cham ah !!!! T^T

As u guys noe.....today is Hari Merdeka . It is also my parents anniversary day . Anyway....Happy Merdeka day and also Happy Anniversary mom and dad !!!!! <3333
I should have give a hug to my mom or something....but then...u can't blame me... cuz I dun really noe today was my parents Anniversary day until my brother say it.

Ok. After the show ...and also after buying the Baskin Robin's ice cream...we all went to South Pacific for dinner !!!! We all ate Lobster and also crab !!!! Delicious !!!! =D
Oh ya !!! Today 1U got a lot of people oh ...I saw some leng chai.....I also saw a lot of couple le...I was so....jealous and also Xian mu of those who have bf/gf.... Haiz.... Xian Mu shi ren le la !!!!!
Sadly...I dun have a bf.....I really feel like dating with someone right now.....but maybe is not the right time yet....Maybe is not the time God want me to have a boyfriend yet...right?

Anyway...b4 that....I was really unhappy....and also very confuse .....very confuse about my feeling.
Erm... I thought someone like me....but then it end up no.... he like someone else...then suddenly I started crying cuz I feel that no one have like say they like me b4 or something like that... (so cham right?)
All the time is like.... I like that person...or maybe having a crush on someone....nobody like me !!!! Haiz..... =( *cry*
But then u know...after he say he like someone else I feel total relieve.... I was thinking that if he really say he like me....then what I'm I going to do about this?! I feel very stress because of this problem....cuz if he really say that.... and then if I say I like him too......
we can't actually be together too loh.....why? Because my mom say....God will never actually bless this kind of relationship.....
He is a Buddhist actually...and I'm a Christian....so my mom say better don't be together.
I was totally stressing about this problem...and it actually make my mood go really really down....
But after I heard wat he say....it was a total relieve ..... so I'm ok now.... =]

I guess God just answer my prayer . Thanks !!!! =D I pray to God cuz I really dunno wat to do...and He help me overcome it !!! Thanks^^ Now I really can feel your exist....You really r there when we need help !!! Really ...Thank You so much !!!! =)
Oh well.... now I really hope I can find my Mr.Right ASAP !!!!
Anyway.....Happy Merdeka day to u all !!!!! Happy Anniversary day too to Mom and Dad !!!! Love u guys !!!! =) Muakz !!!! ^^

Memorable Day~~~

Yesterday...I cameback from school...then I went out with Moy Lien and Moi Moi. We went to the nearest shopping center that is Atria. (F.Y.I is near my house and also my school) We went there to eat lunch , buy Earrings and also most importantly the Magazine I buy every Friday that is Epop and YG. So cham you know or not....After I went back home about 6 something la.....I got a headache. I also dunno y oh....everytime after I go into the hot sun then go in the air conditioner room I get headache =.=

I try to sleep but then I can't fell asleep....so I call my maid to give me eat panadol but then no use too !!!! I keep on smelling BBQ smell....and it my headache worse !!!! =.=' So at that time my bro din use the computer...
Then I go online loh....Then I told my friend what happen. I told her I feel like vomitting....so she call me to eat some sweet. At that time I told her there was no sweet. Then suddenly I spot a LOLIPOP !!!! So I dun care la.... I just took it and eat it loh.....anyway...that day my brother say want to give it to me wan ma ...so I just eat it. I feel better after eating the loli. hehe^^ It was a very BIG LOLIPOP. haha XD



After that....I feel the lolipop is too sweet ..and also big ...so I stop eating it adi....I still feel a bit like vomitting that time ....then my stupid cousin brother and his friends came up and say want to use the computer....so I let him use loh..... and then I went downstair ....

After I went down.... I was looking at all my brother's friends....I was trying to see my oppa (god brother) was here or not. I was thinking that my brother will invite him to come too . I was looking ma....Then suddenly I really saw my oppa !!!!! I was so HAPPY !!!!! Yeah !!!! ^^V
At first I didn't notice him was here ...but then I saw him. I wanted to call him .... but then I shy shy hehe^^ so I didn't call him . So I just smile at him from far....dunno he notice or not...and also dunno he got smile back or not...I also dunno. But I saw him smile while he was talking to his friends. Oppa have a million dollar SMILE too !!!! Like Tvxq . They have a million Dollar smile. =D
Haiz...didn't get a chance to talk to oppa...I just saw oppa from far only... so sad =( Haiz..... nevermind la....at least I saw him and at least I can still chat with my oppa on MSN. =D



Anyway....I went downstair and eat a bit of food... sausage loh . Got 1 gor gor oh.....he very leng chai ah !!!! He is one of my brother's friend. His name is Kar Wai....if I'm not wrong....his name is spell like this. =) He was roasting BBQ food....and the sausage he roast was just right !!!! He is so profesional at roasting stuff . Other people roast wan also not as nice as the food he roast loh !!!! My mother say so too you know. hee ^^
Ah ! Ya. He is a hair stylist too. He so leng chai leh !!!!! *Faint* hehe^^ Pai seh Pai seh. Haha XD
Cannot like this . If not Yun Ho will get jealous XD haha Got let me Za Dao or not ?!

Poor him !!!! He got allergic to something... and then his eyes was all red and also fill with tears =/ Pity him leh. Oh well , another sad thing is my brother David is going to Texas to futher his study. I gonna miss him !!!! Just a little bit missing him only la haha =P
I will sure miss my oppa more then him if he go oversea and study haha XD I so bad oh ?! hehe^^
So this BBQ party is actually for my Brother David and his friends one loh..He want to see all his long time no see friends before he go to Texas loh.

Oh Yeah. School holiday is coming adi loh !!!!! Yeah !!!!! So HAPPY !!!!! Me and my friends are planning to go 1U this Friday . I hope Ping Ping can go la. =( It will be no fun without her. Haha XD I'm going to wear skirt and accessorise like bracelet,Necklace and my new earrings that I bought at Atria !!!! The earrings very nice u know....got butterfly and some little cross on it !!!!! I love it !!!!!! <33333333
*cough cough* hmm let's get back to the things I was saying just now.
U know wat Ping Ping say or not !!!! She say she want to call my crush go oh. She crazy adi !!!! I dun want him to go la....after I embarrass myself infront of him then how?! So I dun want him to go !!!! Even though I say I want to stop crushing on him....but I can't do it....I just can't stop crushing on him and also I can stop thinking of him !!!! =/
So how? I also dunno.... mayb I'll just continue crushing on him?! I guess that what I'm going to do.....
By The way... I aready prepare my clothing for that day. haha so fast prepare adi XD
I really hope that day will come faster...but then ....the holiday is going to end soon if that day come.....Haiz.....so sad. =(
Nevermind la....as long as we are going to have fun on that day and I also hope everybody also can come la....dun fang fei ji oh !!!! hehe^^
That day we all are going to watch ghost movie... I dun want !!!! T^T I want to watch Rush Hour 3 and Ratatouille !!!!! Oh well ...I hope my parents got time to bring me watch Ratatouille and Rush Hour 3 la. My oppa say Rush Hour 3 nice oh !!!! My brother also say Ratatouille nice oh !! Both show also nice oh. So I don't care la. Both also watch !!!! XP I'm sure that day will be very fun !!!!! V*^_^*V

And Yeah !!!! Stop saying Boon Khit is my boyfriend la !!!!! We are only friends ok !!!!!! FRIENDS !!!!!!! I also don't have feeling for him la !!!!! (I hope he don't see this) So STOP SAYING HE IS MY BOYFRIEND !!!!!! OK?!!!!!! *angry* grr !!!!!

Bye gor !!!!! We all are gonna miss u ya. Take care oh. Even though u bully and tease me all the time...but u r still my brother =)
I really have a lot of fun yesterday. Thanks . Thanks for giving me a memorable day. =) I'm sure u too ...u too have a lot a fun hangging out with your friends right?!

We will pray that u will make new friends and u will get use to the life style of Texas =)
Take care bro *sob sob*
We will miss u ya !!!!!!

Fun Day~~~~

Yesterday was my brother,Johnathan's birthday. Me and my family went to my cousin's house...is not because is my brother bday then only we go there....is bcuz we long time din see my cousin that's y we go there^^ It was a really fun day man !!!! I really love hanging out with my cousin sister and brother. How I wish yesterday was a holiday...then I can stay overnight at my cousin's house !!!!! Don't care la !!!! Next time if my cousin din follow his father to Indonesia...then I stay overnight at her place. =) The other thing is...I found out that my cousin brother and sister have change so much . She oh ...she last time fat fat wan...but then NOW !!! so skinny adi !!!!!! She last time also din wear spectacles wan....Now she is wearing spectacles and she is as skinny as ME !!!! My cousin brother also same....he use to be very skinny wan....but then he is very fat now !!!! Totally obese for his age !!!! 60 something Kg you know or not !!!! His only 11 years old and his already 60 something Kg !!!! (=.='') His even heavier than me oh !!!! swt leh.... Then dinner time that time oh ....there are flies flying all around the dinning table. You know what my uncle and brother go and do?! They go take a cup and trap the flies that fly near our table XD so funny. Then me and my cousin sister,Zi Yun keep on OBSERVING the flies XD Haha !!! So fun !!! What a fun day !!!!! Love my cousin sister Zi Yun and my cousin brother Hoong You !!!! <3333 Hope next time go to thier house and stay overnight again !!!! Love u guys !!!! V*^_^*V

Role Playing... XD

Stupid la the role playing thing.....This role playing is act out on Tuesday entiltle There's Been A Death....and I'll group SUX in role playing !!!! All of us too shy...that's y cannot act well XP Haiz.... But then watching other's group acting it out was FUN !!!! San Seng,King Sum, Jason Lim was good in acting and they all make us all laugh . Eventhough it should be a sad story...(Cuz is call There's Been A Death =.=) But then it came out to be a really funny one XD . Although our group sux...but ...it was a fun day^^

Confuse about my own feelings...

Hmm.....I am totally CONFUSE about my feelings now !!! I really dunno wat I can do about this problem..
Ok...as some of u guys know...I have a crush on someone...I really can't figure out I like him or his brother. But then his brother got gf already...Haiz =(
So I'm thinking of stop crushing on him....I hope I can really erase him from my mind !!! Why?? Cause me and him will never be together...so I rather give up....I so useless...not smart....not pretty...How will he fall in love with ME !!!!! and when that day my fren told me someone confess his love to her...and I was like ....Wah !!! So good..got ppl say he like you eh !!! So sad =( no one ever say he like me or something....Haiz...Nevermind la....I know someday my Mr. Right will appear =)
Somemore oh....in school...me and a guy....he like very nice to me lor...and I had a feeling like I like him....But I really dunno......is it because he treat me good ..that's y I feel that I like him???
ARGH !!!!! I really dunno la !!!!!!! So Confusing !!!!!