Who Am I - Casting Crowns

This Little Thing Call LOVE~ ♥ :)

Love...It exist.

It does exist right? o.o

Hee...It's everywhere~ ♥ :D

You cannot touch it but you can feel it.

Feel it with your heart ♥ :)

I may not have the right(?) to say this because

I have never been in a relationship before! >.< T.T

Sad...I know...... :(

Love have a lot of levels.

Family Love,

Love between Friends & Best friends,

Love for Animals,

Love for High Tech Gadgets,

Love For Shopping and so on..... :)

There is another kind of love too!

Which is Love in a Relationship.

Boy Girl Relationships to be specific.

This thing call Love.....
It is and can be as easy as breathing.....
But Boy Girl Relationship Love aren't that easy.
BGR kind of Love is not as easy as Breathing....

Though I haven't found my "Special Someone" Yet but I'm sure I'll Find Him One Day~ :D

Hopefully ><

Anyway....It's really Complicated

BGR (Boy Girl Relationships) Are SERIOUSLY COMPLICATED!

It's not as easy as it looks.

Really.

I myself have never been in a relationship but I Know.
It is Complicated.

This Love....

This BGR Love....

It's not enough to only have Love in the relationship with your boyfriend/girlfriend.

You need a lot more things than just LOVE itself.

You Need TRUST

You Need To Be TRUTHFUL with each other.

You Need PATIENCE

You Need To Be HONEST With Each Other.

You Need COMMUNICATION

You Need To Have UNDERSTANDING Between each other.......

 

And The List Goes On........

And On.......

You Need Lots more things....   

Is Not Easy.

IS NOT THAT EASY TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP 

I Would Love to Be in One...

But I can't find the right one yet and I'm yet to find him.

And I'm worry I won't be good enough for him.......

But all I need to do is Trust.

Trust that God Will Provide~ :)

Love is Important.

Not just having the other half kind of love But

The Love with your Family and Relatives etc etc......

This Is My Understanding of The Word LOVE ♥ :)

Anyway..I'm done for Today,

I'm Very Sleepy now.....

So Good Night~

Will Post Again Soon :D

Jaljayo~ :)

   

What Crazy & Wild Imaginations U have Mom.... =.=

Man.....Almost 3 a.m in the morning....

Can't sleep..... >.<

Not really....

Not exactly....... :o

My heart just feel burden.... =/

Why? Cause of what my mom said.

What she said got me taken aback.....

Such Ridiculous stuff she said~

So unbelievable that I'm going insane......

Feeling insecure.....

Worried and much much more....... D:  

:(

So this was what actually happened.

I went out with my cousin on Tuesday. 

I was really bored being stuck at home all this while

and because my friends are all so busy that I'm stuck at home

Only Facing my beloved Laptop & TV Everyday~ ._.

So...So! I saw him (my cousin) saying that he wanted to watch movie.

So I being a busy body and having nothing to do at home

ask him if he wanted to catch a movie together.......

And to my Surprise he says Let's Go..... :D

So we went out.... Alone.... ;_;

Had a Great Time and Came Back :D

Nothing Happened!!

Period!

Mom....Nothing Happened!!!!!!!!!!!! == 

Seriously....... NOTHING~~~~

We just went out for a movie ok.

My moms seriously thinks too much.... Sigh.... *Shakes Head* =/

So I told my mom things about my cousin and all and Suddenly.....

She said these.......

The Conversation Between Both of Us

"Mom : Why he suddenly ask you out?

Me : To Hang Out, Catch a Movie and Catch Up. Why?

Mom : You know he is Single Right?

Me : I know....Why?

Mom : Later He Likes You.

Me : =.= WHAT?  You Crazy? ._.

Mom : Hard to Say u know...... 

Me : .............. I'm so Speechless......

*Facepalm* =.= "

Ends of Conversation

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My Goodness!!!!!!! What were u thinking mom?

I'm Seriously Speechless by what she had said.......

What made her think this way...I really Does Not Know..... ._.

Insane Thoughts.......

Totally Insane......

Mom....I Think you work too hard.... 

Take A Break kay? (:

I know I know.........

Maybe she is just worried about me and all.....

She is just telling me to be cautious.....

Telling me the "IF"

But Don't You Think she is Thinking TOO MUCH???????!!!!!! O.O

Gosh.....Seriously Mental Breakdown from What happened~

Hope this won't Happen again ;_;

Besides....he is my cousin.

WE ARE COUSIN!!!!!!!! 

Don't think too much ok mom. :)

Yes....I do wanna date, have a boyfriend and all

BUT...I'm not that desperate....

Well...Maybe I am... =S

And I envy all those Couples out there....

But I Think God is Telling Me NOT YET.

Is Not The Time Yet for me to have a Boyfriend.

So I'll just wait Patiently :)

Testing my Patients.... but is ok....

Pray that I'll find the "Special Someone" soon ♥ :]  

Year 2013 :)

Hi~ Annyeong :)

How are u guys doing?

Non of my friends really read this but who cares! Haha!

I'm just gonna blog anyway~ ;)

Really...It's been long ever since I've Blog....

So ya...Here Goes...... =]

It's Now Year 2013~ :D

Time Flies doesn't it?

It's my 4th Anniversary with the RBS peeps already....

Happy 4th Anniversary~ :D

Haha.... I'm Getting Old...Getting Old~ XP

Hee......Chinese New Year Just Passed not long ago....

And Now I'm on a look out for jobs.....

Really....Time flies too fast sometimes.

I sometimes really think that I don't know what I'm doing with my life at All.

All things seems to be so mess up........ =/

 

But I know that I should Pray to God about it and let Him Guide Me~ :)

Pray & Hope that Everything will go well~

Pray that I will Completely recover from Cough & Flu and all the heartaches will go away......

Pray that I will be at ease

Pray that Your Hands are upon me...Giving Me Guidance

Pray that This Year will be a Good Year~

Pray that I will Get Closer to You Lord God  

Also Pray That God Will Put me to Good Use in every way~ (:

Amen..I Love You Lord~ ♥ :)

An A For Accounts/Finance~ :D

I was so Surprise when

I receive my results.

I got an A! :O

I never Actually thought of getting an A!!!

Especially for my worst Subject!!!!

Like Worst Worst Subject EVER!! D:

But Thank God!! :D

I got an A~

Praise God~ :)

Thanks For Everything Lord~

This Year might not be the Best Year out of All Years!

But I hope The Year Ahead and my future will be Good~

Continue to Guide me Lord!! :)

Pray that I will feel your wings & Arms around me Always.

Always Guide me.

Because I feel so Lost Sometimes.

Very Lost.

I don't know my Spiritual Gift, Don't know my Future.

I really Pray that You send and use someone

to help me find my way to You,

To my Future and also find my Spiritual Gift~ :)

Watch over All of Us for the Years To Come Lord!

Pray that I will Get Well Soon Too!

Pray That Everyone of my Family are safe & Healthy Too!

I Love You Lord! :)

Thank You for That A~ Hehe... 

Ok....Enough Blogging.

Good Night~

Will Blog Again another Time~ 

Bye!! :D      

Happy 9th Anniversary to my Dong Bang Shin Ki~ ♥ :)

It's Been 9th Years.

9th Long Years.

Even though you guys are no longer 5 members.

But I'm Keeping the Faith

Still Keeping The Faith.

Keeping The Faith That You Guys Will Comeback as FIVE~ 

We Cassiopeia are Keeping The Faith~

I'll Always Stand By You Dong Bang Shin Ki~ :)

Happy Anniversary Jaejoong Oppa, ♥

Yunho Oppa, ♥

Yoochun Oppa, ♥

Junsu Oppa ♥

&

Changmin Oppa~ ♥

   

Saranghanda~ ♥♥♥♥♥

 

I'll Wait Until The Day You Guys Come Back as Five!!

I'll Stand By You!!

I'll Keep The Faith!!!

Because Once a Cassiopeia,

Forever A Cassiopeia~ :)

DBSK Hwaiting!!

Jaejoong Oppa, Yunho Oppa, Yoochun Oppa, Junsu Oppa & Changmin Oppa Hwaiting! :D

You guys are the group I have Love The Longest out of so many other Groups

and Singers out there!

You guys are the Best!!

DONG BANG SHIN KI Jjang!!!!! :D

You Guys Will Always Be In My Heart~  ♥ 

I'll Love You Guys Till The Very End!!! 

I'll Still Love You Guys In The Future~

I’ll Love You till Forever~ ♥

Oppa Hwaiting!! ♥ :D